Heather

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2006-02-15T18:48:06Z

new aim = soy cupcakes
new livejournal = soycupcakes

grrl_with_wings @ 2006-02-14T15:18:00

2006-02-14T20:19:14Z

:) happy valentines! <3

grrl_with_wings @ 2006-02-13T16:14:00

2006-02-13T21:15:11Z

i want to go back to school.

grrl_with_wings @ 2006-02-12T17:18:00

2006-02-12T22:33:18Z

operation: vegan puppy chow = success.
you have to try some, al. :)

in other news:

i lovelovelove my girlfriend.
seriously.
how many of your boyfriends/girlfriends would be late for work just so YOU wouldn't be?
how many of your boyfriends/girlfriends would drive you to & from work just because you hate driving in the snow?
how many of your boyfriends/girlfriends would wake up and rub vicks on you at, like, two in the morning just because you had a stuffy nose?
none?
that's what i thought. :)

+++ i love her family and her friends.
in fact, i'm pretty sure i like them more than my own.

...life is good. :)

mommy dearest.

2006-02-02T00:59:46Z

i worry all the time about your role in this life.
i'm not sure what you're thinking--
i do know that you have the best intentions, but...

are you afraid of losing me at all?

grrl_with_wings @ 2006-01-31T17:45:00

2006-01-31T22:50:33Z

scratch that last entry, as i have no reason to be jealous.
i have everything i want and/or need right here...
and i am GENUINELY happy.

if anything, SHE should be jealous.
she's living a life she never wanted.
and no amount of money will ever change that.

aslkdf

2006-01-31T22:34:35Z

i'm so sleepy, but everytime i try to sleep.. i feel anxious, and can't.
seriously. why am i so freaking selfish?
why can't i just be happy for others and not compare my situations to theirs?

goddddd, get over it, heather.

&love

2006-01-30T19:26:48Z

I went to bed with a smile on my face.
Four and a half hours later I woke up still smiling.

I am... ridiculously happy.
& so in love.
sigh.

grrl_with_wings @ 2006-01-29T10:41:00

2006-01-29T15:41:51Z

sara and i moved in with her parents.
they've all gone out of their way to make me feel welcome.
...i know that i've been acting somewhat ungrateful, but that isn't the case at all.
i'm more than thankful for everything they've done for me... and i promise to actually start showing it.
...i'm sorry for being a brat. :(

in other news, i got a jobby. subway... mmm.
it seems okie so far.
we shall see. :)

grrl_with_wings @ 2006-01-18T17:08:00

2006-01-18T22:10:16Z

i have an interview at peeble's tomorrow.
everyone wish me luck. :)

grrl_with_wings @ 2006-01-16T19:11:00

2006-01-17T00:15:33Z

taking trips to the laundry-mat together is strangely romantic.

grrl_with_wings @ 2006-01-13T20:37:00

2006-01-14T01:41:35Z

I get to be a temporary housewife.

Yay for quitting jobs with two hours notice.

buh bye 2005

2006-01-01T00:27:32Z

happy new year, everyone.

i'd do a yearly recap of 2005 --
all the amazing things i experienced, the movies i saw, and the books i read, like some of you have already done.
but i really only remember the last three months of 2005, so that won't work.

i am SO thankful that i'm able to spend tonight surrounded by those i love most.

this shall be the best year yet, i just know it.

grrl_with_wings @ 2005-12-30T18:23:00

2005-12-30T23:24:44Z

fickle fickle fickle.

grrl_with_wings @ 2005-12-24T21:25:00

2005-12-25T02:38:08Z

you say:
you've gained weight; you look a lot healthier.

i hear:
you've gained a lot of weight; you look disgusting.

four people in one day.
fucking awesome.
why is my family so weight-obsessed anyway?
seriously.
don't comment on my weight/body image/whatever.
ever.

thank you.

grrl_with_wings @ 2005-12-23T19:45:00

2005-12-24T00:45:50Z

"Yes or No: I am bisexual or homosexual- no, sara and heathurrs toothbrushes don't touch mine"
Haha, I don't know how I managed to miss that.
I love Shea. :)

You know what else I love?
Christmas!
Sara and I are impatient, so we traded gifts today.
She got me TANK GIRL!
My favorite freaking movie EVER!

She also got me a really cool book on veganism, some socks and undies, and a bettie page poster.
Mmhmm.
I love my girlfriend. :)

Anyway, I'm off to watch Lori Petty kick some ass.
Hope you all have a good Christmas. :)

One of the many perks of having a girlfriend like mine...

2005-12-19T20:52:51Z

I just laughed so hard that not only did coffee come out of my nose, but puke poured out of my mouth and nose, too.

grrl_with_wings @ 2005-12-16T20:40:00

2005-12-17T01:46:20Z

My heart belongs to a girl who wears holiday sweaters, rolls her boogers (and sometimes wipes them on me), and walks around with her buttcrack forever showing.

...and I wouldn't have it any other way. :)

grrl_with_wings @ 2005-12-13T12:07:00

2005-12-13T17:17:48Z

today is a day off.
i am going to read an extra lot.
and sleep even more.

faaantastic.

grrl_with_wings @ 2005-12-12T18:53:00

2005-12-12T23:54:08Z

fuck third shift.

grrl_with_wings @ 2005-12-09T17:30:00

2005-12-09T22:32:42Z

My heart has been bothering me quite a bit lately. I know that I can't complain too much, because I did this to myself... but sometimes I seriously fear for my life. I feel like I've done so much damage to my heart... that it's just going to give up on me. That's exactly what happened to Cindy, so I know that it very well could happen to me. And that really, really scares me...

sigh.

grrl_with_wings @ 2005-12-08T19:12:00

2005-12-09T00:14:34Z

Saturday = Christmas shopping with Al and Sara.
SO excited.
New shoes for meeeeeee.
...and none for Sara. :)

grrl_with_wings @ 2005-12-08T18:35:00

2005-12-08T23:36:08Z

I just watched Amelie.
I am in love with that film.
Le fin.

grrl_with_wings @ 2005-12-07T14:26:00

2005-12-07T19:27:40Z

ex-girlfriends + petty drama = massive headache.

i abhor you.

grrl_with_wings @ 2005-12-04T22:27:00

2005-12-05T03:27:58Z

It's so nice waking up and knowing somebody that you love, loves right back with the same intensity.